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one year
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ting1329
omg.
one year.

i stopped writing here ever since the app stopped functioning.

but reading all the past entries makes me laugh and cry.

i mentioned sc may not be the right one.

gosh.

he popped the gf question on 中秋.
it wasnt romantic to my standard.

i mean it was appropriate. but yeah there wasnt any present. no nothing. just sitting next to me and saying it.

and... last night.. after a whole bottle of wine, i decided to seek a closure.
i went down to see chris.

we had a short talk and kissed goodbye. with a hug that will never change anything.

thats it. what a short live romance. she will probably be the last woman i ever kiss. the last woman i will ever fall for.


women hurt me way deeper.

chris.. i felt so much for you. thank you.

what what what
yandao
ting1329
take me as a friend only isit?
just enjoy hanging out with me only isit?

i dont know what the hell is happening man.

this uncertainty is too out of track.

dont forget
isolation
ting1329
forgive but dont forget.

remember the goal even though you are already on the journey,

dont forget why you are here
dont forget why you are doing what you do
dont forget why you made the decision to be here doing it.


DONT FORGET WHY

my family
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it's really through fb that i get to understand my siblings better.

dajie..
she's a scorpio. water sign
naturally she loves and hates deeply.
i always think she was a serious and CCTV sibling on fb.
but yeah. she's still a cctv but she shows her more sentimental and emotional side.
from her statuses.. she's often depressed and unhappy about 人性。
yet she is also very encouraging and supportive of her family.
she can get really blur sometimes. skips details but comments. ha ha
that's my da jie.


er ge...
a virgo. earth sign.
the man i admired when i was a kid.
secretive, independent and no-nonsense man.
but it's now that i see the more emotional and unhappy brother.
he has his sentimental side too.
the alone and unhappy brother.. i wish he will be happy soon..

as for my da ge.
the taurus, earth sign also.
to me, he's always the man with big eyes that can scare the shit out of me.
strict and fierce.
only now then i know he's actually a big kid. he plays san guo and he RUNS marathon. OMG
how cool is that.
i have a brother who runs marathon!!!!!

this friend of mine
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ting1329
when i was with jas, i had to live like a nomad.
guest house budget traveling backpacking
domestic

when i was with zb. i had to live like a woman.
i make decisions and he follows.
leader



this makes me wonder. if elephant is the right person.
in the one month, we have been to ONE food center,
sushi tei, dynasty paradise, aglio, twg, ippudo, itacho, ONE BAI MI FEN..

all these will only happen in a span of min six mths if i'm with jas, two mths with zb.
but one freaking mth with elephant.

i really dont know if i can live this lifestyle.

i love the girls
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ting1329
while browsing through some fb photos..
i really think club ASK girls are very beautiful. and when we come together, we look so gorgeously blissful.

i love these girls. seldom so i see people smiling so nicely and sincerely happy in photos with friends.

we have the same kind of smiles, the same glow on the face and the same sparkle in the eyes.

it's hard to find friends who stay with you through your good and bad times.

they dont judge. yes we definitely talk about one another when one is absent. but it's definitely about 'why that happened. and how can we help'

i love my girls. i really really want us to be happy and grow old together.


i've found the people whom i want to grow old and age beautifully with.

my best buddies. =]

a date
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ting1329
what is it like to go on a date with someone?
whatever happened with jj is definitely not a date imo.

i dont feel any tingle for him.

how about the dinner with elephant?
it can be easily categorized as two friends having dinner but doesnt want to let the other mutual friends know.

what constitutes a date?

while watching 灿烂的遗嘱 today.. i got really happy.
enxin went on a date with that guy. she attempted to be late..
she made him pay for pop corn.. she held him when she was scared...
they fed each other food..
they held hand..

is a date only for people who are officially together already?

whats the difference between a date for lovers and a date for two people?


i want to go for a date. its long overdue.

i want to go for dates before the trip.

okie. i shall make it a point then. =]

but with who?!

blurgh. back to sq one. Hmmphhhhhhhhhh!

purn sa nit
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ting1329
i looked back at the conversations.

it's easier being friends. no expectations..
and.. no need for committment.

maybe i should go back to where we were.

though i cannot deny now.. that.. there IS some emotions involved.

jackpot
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ting1329
dinner on tues. nice.
grp movie on wed. nicer.
grp dinner today. simple nice.

tmr? ha ha ha i hope it happens too...
it's nice having someone walking me home.

(no subject)
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ting1329
the movie ended close to midnight.
they then headed for a drink. and left an hour later.
they bid farewell. in two directions.
kate yorke and brandon in one
wayne and cheer the other.
it was obvious how both of them tried to hide from the rest about their private dinner the day before.
it was a cool night. they took a really slow stroll. almost not advancing at some points of time.
she teased him. about anna. she did it on purpose.
that little joke no longer was a joke about someone else. but herself.
she liked the way he reacted to the teasings.
pulling her hair, hands on her neck..
that was what she was teasing him for.
heartbeats racing. inversely proportionate to the pace of their footsteps.
what normally takes 3 minutes became a 8 minutes event.
and the reluctance in parting by the stairs.
eventually cheer wished wayne good night.
that moment of yearning for more...
did he feel it too?

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