i stopped writing here ever since the app stopped functioning.
but reading all the past entries makes me laugh and cry.
i mentioned sc may not be the right one.
he popped the gf question on 中秋.
it wasnt romantic to my standard.
i mean it was appropriate. but yeah there wasnt any present. no nothing. just sitting next to me and saying it.
and... last night.. after a whole bottle of wine, i decided to seek a closure.
i went down to see chris.
we had a short talk and kissed goodbye. with a hug that will never change anything.
thats it. what a short live romance. she will probably be the last woman i ever kiss. the last woman i will ever fall for.
women hurt me way deeper.
chris.. i felt so much for you. thank you.